Alright it been a long time ever since i blog so Currently am gonna said ish all about my work place , i had change to a new environment , new friends , new challenge ... and the company called
Helipad . kinda love this place not because it night life , but ish because the people there are friendly and loving . I knew some new friend that treat me quite good for example , Felicia , bernard , Lu , Tim this four person had never fail to put on a smile on my face no matter when am having emotional thoughts or angry . they are kinda sweet loving frenz love being around with them but well today ish Felicia last day of work everyone was trying to make her smile instead of letting her feel sad haha thinking back the moment it make me feel quite heart warming though , Seriously speaking though the management quite sucks to the extend that i nearly quit this job but have to thanks those people that alway trying their best to make me smile and not to be forgotten that ish Mandy and Sam too well getting to social around the work place really seems to be fun and time seems to pass quite fast ... But currently am still thinking of whether wanna leave this job or continue due to the pay wise damn less for me ...
The next one am gonna blog about ish my life ...
Well , i alway wanted to have a family gathering or dinner but the chances seems to be damn rare ... it been long time ever since i had stay home making , cooking , and eat Tang Yuan (Chinese Traditional Food) together with my family , am still yearning for this day to come but it seems to be never ever will it happen ... Everytime see my friend all post about how they celebrate with their family on special occasion seriously am really envy them to the max ... how i wish i can be like them too but i understand that every family had different life so i won be complaining that how bad my life was . Cause all the while i had to really thanks God that am born perfectly fine without any disfigure at all :) everyone had been telling me that F.A.M.I.L.Y stands for Father And Mother I Love You ... true that but for me i change the sentence to For Awesome Mother I Love You ! cause i had witness how my mum suffer for this whole family so i cant blame her for not able to give me a life like how my friends had . i have alway be grateful to my mum for whatever she do so yeah once again i would like to said Thanks mum ! thanks for everything u had done for me :) I LOVE YOU MUM !!!
Thirdly i wanna said ish about Me & Myself
Thing have been going really hush on me every year , new thing have been coming up for me , new challenge , new people and new enemy well i have nothing to said so i just had to suck thumb and use the most widest smile and face the world everyday ! :) cause no matter what happen on that day it will alway a relaxation at the night so all i can do was to hoping that time pass fast and i can go home and just rest ... To be frank i donnoe how long more can i endure with this kind of heaven will torture that falls on me , i have been strong for too long ! i need a shoulder to lean on and someone to hug me in the arms and tell me everything will be fine ... though i might not be opening my mouth had been keeping thing inside my hearts ish not because i wanna behave like this ish just that i need someone to understand me by themselves as i don have the used of telling other how i feel and so on ... but this had been a real hard stage for people who wanna get close to me and noe what am i thinking ... Seriously am a person who don really talk much about myself , but after all am a human too thing that u don like to do den don do it on me , i will get piss off easily ... don't ever said that i don wanna share my problem then ended up i just drink my life away ... u are not me so u cant judge me just like that ! :) sometime i just feel that am just feeling too hectic that i actually go to the extend of giving up . but i have to keep myself having optimistic thinking , haiz well life still goes on anyway ... what i can said ish wait till the day i give up that means it had already over my limit so one day i change to someone that my friend also don't know ? don't blame me :) i had my own reason to do that ... alright it getting late now gonna get to sleep cause later on still got to work ... :( gonna blog next time when am free :) night blogger !!!
From : Ethan Chan
Cheers !!! life still goes on !
