6 more day it gonna be valentine days ... it a day where every couple go out and celebrate their monsary and anniversary ... Toward me ? what ish valentine ? i donnoe ... Have never go thru valentine day before ... at first i find it beri Shameless , but now ? haas :) nothing at all only thing ish that i really envy those couple ... They argue , They Fight , They Cold War but no matter what they don sarcasm each other which hurts the other party and in the end they still talk to each other and being sweet to each an other hmm am not complaining that why my life ish Much more Different then them or maybe can call it "Special"
This ish how i feel and what i thought :
Being Single
they have lots of freedom ,
They can do whatever they wan but no
one to spend the pain with ,
they tends to eat alone , shop alone ,
sleep alone , Go home alone , no one to chat to every night before sleep
No Morning Msg or GoodNite Msg ... looking at sweet couple they only
can sit there and envy after that they got to tink Positive thing to make them happy
Being In relationship ,
They Fight , Argue , Having Doubts , Cold war , misunderstood each another
but they are as sweet as Honey after every raining period .
They envy Singles cause no ppl to control the freedom Etc Etc ....
and on valentine day , some laugh at those singles , some ask the singles
to join them go out ... they have no bad intention to hurt singles but to ask them join
in the fun in the end they donnoe that they had hurt singles without any their notice .
Singles appreciate it but in their heart they are hurt just that they don show out to others .
Being In Complicated Relationship
They Discreet , They scare of being expose in the public , they are in a special relationship that other ppl might detest it a lot , this ish the relationship that makes them headache cause whenever what u do ... they mind about ur past a lot .... even u told them the truth , they tend to said ok they believe u but in the end they don even give a fuck to what u said and they jus keep on having doubts on u , once they noe that u are at other place never meet them they will tends to dig out ur past and said sarcasm words that hurt u deeply and what u can do ish to keep it to urself and don let other noe how hurt u are ... u just bear the pain beecause u choose to be discreet in this relationship , u have no choice but to keep everything to urself ,
Other thing ish ur other party isn't being sweet to you at all not really care about you at all . All they noe ish they are in right whatever they do thing , even if they are wrong they tends to don said
sorry to you unless u demand for it .
They will tell u they treasure u a lot but Actual Fact ish they freaking take u for granted , just because they noe u need them in ur life so they can act like they noe everything but the fact ish they just scare of being correct etc etc so they tends to push it to other party and eventually it become ur fault . when u told them stuff they will tends to ignore u or just reply with sarcasm word , they don actually noe how u feel at all till u let out everything and they will just say " why u don tell me earlier and must wait till now " or " i just don want to sound out anything cause i want to see whether u will tell me onot if not
This kind of people deserve a one tight slap from the other party . it so obvious that u want them to care for u but in the end u are in the fault ...
That why i alway said , Wants to be a good man or Bad man ish indeed hard ... cause no matter what u will got blame by them ...
This ish Base on how i feel ...
There ish no People that i referring to ...
Congrats to those who already in relationship
and those who are not Fret not alright u will meet yours one day :D
Towards me ? i have or don have also same cause i have never Celebrate
Valentine for 21 years so i don mind though i really hope i can celebrate too :D
Cherish all ur partner now before they are gone alright
No matter u just got into relationship or not just treasure it before its too late :)
From : Ethan Chan
Cheers guys :)
