It been so long that never been to blog and update . so now trying to find something to update

my feeling and thoughts are like blank for the past few day , mood swing suddenly came and i don even noe what ish it about hmm perhaps it because of the weather bah ... looking back at the photo that i thought it was all erase or delete but somehow i found some still leaving behind my old com happen to open my NoteBook and i found all pic ish inside ... Hmm i donnoe ish it i have become more stronger or becoming more and more heart less ... am sorry to said that but when i saw those pic we taken together those group photo and those night riding photo together i really hope that everything will stay the same but den ... So i have no choice but to delete all ur photo . Tear away all photo that been printed out ... haiz maybe this ish jus a part of life bah everything comes and goes and i believe that u are also the other obstacle that makes me lead to a better life without u i learn to noe that whose ish more important to me and whose ish being real towards me ... All this while i tot that u are only one who understand me more but am so wrong ... So after i delete all ur photo i have make up my mind to be happy and not to tink of u . Am proud to said that i make it :D i did not shed any tears when i saw those photo ... i tink there not a needs for me to act happy and put up a fake mask anymore :) i'll be who am i . U lead a better life ? So am I :) i bet and i believe that my life now ish better without u :) all those thing u have cheated on me i won hated u even if i see u now I'll jus said it over !

:D therefore i have to thank you for passing by my heart and leave ur foot step over there as i can learn how to be strong and finally learning to be realistic and not being so over paranoid over a small case :) i learn to be calm and steadfastly settle thing ... A BIG Thanks to You :)

From : Ethan Chan

It been so long that never been to blog and update . so now trying to find something to update

my feeling and thoughts are like blank for the past few day , mood swing suddenly came and i don even noe what ish it about hmm perhaps it because of the weather bah ... looking back at the photo that i thought it was all erase or delete but somehow i found some still leaving behind my old com happen to open my NoteBook and i found all pic ish inside ... Hmm i donnoe ish it i have become more stronger or becoming more and more heart less ... am sorry to said that but when i saw those pic we taken together those group photo and those night riding photo together i really hope that everything will stay the same but den ... So i have no choice but to delete all ur photo . Tear away all photo that been printed out ... haiz maybe this ish jus a part of life bah everything comes and goes and i believe that u are also the other obstacle that makes me lead to a better life without u i learn to noe that whose ish more important to me and whose ish being real towards me ... All this while i tot that u are only one who understand me more but am so wrong ... So after i delete all ur photo i have make up my mind to be happy and not to tink of u . Am proud to said that i make it :D i did not shed any tears when i saw those photo ... i tink there not a needs for me to act happy and put up a fake mask anymore :) i'll be who am i . U lead a better life ? So am I :) i bet and i believe that my life now ish better without u :) all those thing u have cheated on me i won hated u even if i see u now I'll jus said it over !

:D therefore i have to thank you for passing by my heart and leave ur foot step over there as i can learn how to be strong and finally learning to be realistic and not being so over paranoid over a small case :) i learn to be calm and steadfastly settle thing ... A BIG Thanks to You :)

From : Ethan Chan