Hmm have been tossing around in my beed for sooo freaking long and i still cant get to slp ... So i decided to blog and finally after my blogging i can really get to sleep :)
Alright gonna blog about what happen this few day :)
HmM let start on the 5 days back .
Thursday : went to club and drink alot because having foul mood and have been neglect
quite alot of ppl i cry again because of thing that am not suppose to think as i promises
to get over with it but it seems like a hard thing for me to do so :( but still am willing to try my best to do it cause everytime when i feel sad i told myself tmr ish a better day :) thx for being at my side though it was a short time :) i do cherish it but i bet that u will not believe it at all but nevermind , the problem ish i noe can le .
Friday : stay at home do nth till the late nite meet up with someone to have dinner with :) after that head home
Saturday : wake up and it like freaking late luh so sam came and meet up with me and den we had our dinner at JALAN BESAR (CURRY RICE) after that head to club :) as usual haha hmm really had a quite a good time over there cause it seems that we won a group of ppl by dancing hahas CONGRAT SHAWN and of cause ME hahas :D
Sunday : Went back camp and was like stonning all the way at work after that take half day off and accom alvin go shopping awhile and den head home IT WAS A FUN OUTING but den am tired so went home early .
Monday : went out at nite to eat den head to LAN to play awhile and den head home till now haven even slp hmm gonna get to slp soon after my blog :)... that all for the days :) and i gonna start night part time soon le wor ... haha earn money earn money XD
Hmm Ok i have been tinking alot ever since the day i start to get emo ...
i find that everything seems to be so fake to me but why am still using
a mask to cover up my unwillingness ? so i have to get myself up and
buck up luh ... i gonna change my life and everything surround me :p
i have to work beri beri hard in order to get myself a good life and
also change a image of mine . i gonna MIA for a time being one day after my ORD
and came back with a different ETHAN CHAN JUN XI ... a Ethan that no one
uses to it ... though i noe that it might be hard but as i said NO PAIN NO GAIN :)
so i gonna change and prove to anyone that ish looking down at me a new Ethan
i make sure when i came back with a Different Look i swear i won make any revenge on
them i will let them noe that in the first place they did not treasure me and now make them
regret ... MARK MY WORDS !!!
To those all the way look down on me and trying to act good to me pls Fuck off now frankly
speaking :) i do bite one day :) if u don like me den jolly well fuck off don stay around me jus
because u can get any thing from me :) sorry it a big NO way to u HATERS ....
And don tink that u are good looking and u can start to show off by taking other for granted
i tink that my looks can even compare to ur look luh pls NO ONE ISH BORN PERFECTLY
GET THIS RIGHT :)
so what even u got the looks and brain ? calling other pathetic ? ish this how far u can go ?
don try to sympathy other when u ownself ish also not in a good state :) so why not jus stop
all ur freaking gossiping and spreading rumors about other ? and get ur thing done :)
since u said that u born with a good brain den why not jus use ur thinking on some other thing
instead of thinking how to plot other and get other into trouble . not gonna said so much about those haters that look down on ppl :P
Whatever it ish , Am sure that one day i will surpass you :) get it ? SURPASS MY HATERS :D
AND THIS ISH WHAT AM GONNA FOCUS NOW :) hmm nth le bah nite hope that i can get to slp now .... haiz
From : Ethan Chan
Work hard Work hard
Work Hard for my future
Jia You Jia You Ethan Chan :)
