it been quite sometime i blog at here le , hmm let me said some of the thing that have become reality ... recently am down with fever , flu and cough have been resting at home for a period of time don even have the strength to update my blog , alright gonna stop all the crap and move on to the main point i wanna to let out .
Everyone seems to be changing , i donnoe for what reason .
thing around me ?
people around me ?
last but not least the reality that falls on me .
uses to be a kind of happy go lucky person but now ?
The art that use to be so firm have eventually change ,
The old art have started to faded into the most precious memories
I have already expected it so i don tink i will live with regret and so on
i decided to move on even the reality turns out to be worst Etc .
i won hold back anything jus to satisfied anyone .
i donnoe when this all thing start to change but i noe it happen for
a reason ... i won't ask much as i also don wish to know anything .
i will act as if i donnoe what going on and what happening ...
am not hiding from the reality or not being bold enough to
face the fact ... am jus pretending that everything ish ok
where i know it not and it gonna to happen real bad in sometime .
this ish destiny it fate where everyone cant run away ...
sometime i asked myself did i do something wrong again ?
but my mind and heart was telling me ,
No u are not ... but i alway feel that am in the wrong
but for now whenever i don feel in the wrong i won feel any guilty
at all cause i know that i don owe anyone anything ...
So even if they tends to leave , i won hold back or shed any tear .
Wanna said me change ? den look urself at the mirror first or go
reflex how u treat me bah . :D Am not referring to anyone but jus
to voice out only if someone try to comment me or talk bad abt me .
Am not trying to be cocky or what but am jus stating the fact .
so yea am not gonna to talk much anymore le jus let the natrual take
it own course bah ...
From : Ethan Chan
Am not myself anymore ?
i cant find the answer ...
