hmm a beri random post that am gonna to post today :)
hmm suddenly memory past back it regrading abt family ,
today saw a family was eating in the coffee shop and remind me
how i use to sit down with my family and eat , with my biological dad , ,mum , and two sis
including me . hence sad to said that it all over ever since two years back ... sometime
am really envy those people but i cant said much jus can only see and feel happy for them .
whenever seen this kind of situation am alway smile with my heart breaking .
i have tried to save the house but in the end i fail , i don blame myself for failing this task
cause it a human being rights , i promise not to curse and swear about this thing cause it do
me no good . haiz can i said it a bad thing or a good thing ? ever since my family have never
been good but i don mind cause i have a proper family :) but till now ? everything ish over
i really do hate my dad for throwing us behind and leave us jus like that , but till now i have forget everything noe why ? cause i have my mum love that enough :D hmm though am
smiling with the greatest might i can but deep inside my heart was totally break into
pieces ... i accpet the fact and i admit i lose to fate , fate took away my family , my relationship
and got me into today de me ... i donnoe i have to thank you or not , cause in the first place u take away my family and let me learn how to independent , trust only myself and live with my own
and now i can proudly said that am strong enough to defeat u am not gonna to bow my head to fate anymore . now what i can do was to use my strenght to pull back the bond of my sis and mum . my decision ish to let myself to be strong and though am feeling really down but i will learn to climb up again from my fall , i have seen thru everything le am open with this thing called LIFE ... i seen more den other ppl do , i learn how to survive on my own , i learn how to stay strong infront of everyone , i learn how to bear with those small thing or stupid thing that come against me i learn to overcome every Obstacles , i can said that am stronger den anyone else i don need a listening ear anymore , i don need ppl to cares for me maybe this ish what i become after being thru a deep hurt , ish this me ? perharps bah .
ETHAN CHAN JUN XI YOU HAVE CHANGE TO OTHER PERSON
STAY STRONG FOREVER AND NO MATTER WHAT COMES IN
YOUR WAY , JUST FUCK IT AND MOVE ON TO YOUR LIFE !!!
CAUSE LIFE LEAVE NO MERCY TO ANYONE .
From : Ethan Chan
from the day a brand new Ethan
was born out to fight for his own right
future jia you don give up easily !!!
