hmm donnoe wanna to blog as what today as my mind was totally blank after reading ur some note
i believe there ish something bothering u that why u make this choice . i did not done anything wrong this time i can said but if u still insist on choosing this path den ok i don wanna said much
bearing the pain to let a person go maybe thing will come out in a different stories but jus don regret with the choice u are doing :)

for the pass few day my mind was jus popping up those question that makes me so curious and envy luh my frenz have got into a relationship recently and they both seems to be beri sweet , maybe it jus the outlook instead of the inner look bah but still envy them lots am jus wondering when i can really found a relationship that can don give ANTI PROMISES to the other partner though that person have accomplish some of the promise but still it a anti promise u gave if u did not fulfill one of them cause u are jus leaving the other partner of urs a HURTS . till now am feeling so down but am jus putting on my fake mask again , u said that before that u are not gonna to leave me but in the end ? hmm guess that after all it was jus a lies , hmm i won drop a
single tear for u anymore not because i don treasure any feeling with u but am jus trying to tink positive as am a grown up person i noe that even that in my life u are gone , life still goes on so i won even mad at u . all i can do ish to said thx for loving me that deeply once i try to be stonger everyday even though am a weakling deep inside me but am still won let other to look at my weak point . i hide every sorrow behind my smile and laughter so that no one can truely see true me . saying that am a self fish person ? go ahead am not gonna to mad at what other ppl said but well said what u wan den ... am not give u guys any damn :)
Amanda (one of my besties) she did told me once , "Nel , pls lah don ever put ur whole heart onto someone where it ended up ish YOU are the one who gets those shit and hurt etc alway rem this hongster never die ! tiong xim first to die ! (flirt ppl never get hurt but faithful ppl will hurt deeply)" but i alway told her but ethan still alive , but till now i have to accept the reality and admit that ethan has die . haiz i donnoe what to said , listening to song , tinking back the arguement we had , the fun time we had , the stubborness of me toward u , the worries that u had for me , u are the one giving on to me , the courage u gave to me , i do appreciate alot . if u decide to leave forever , nevermind u can go i won hold on to u i will jus bear the hurt move on and won look back ... last but not least really thx u for the past and loving that u shown me , i will not forget all this thing , guess that when the time u leave me it time to move on to the other stage of my life a truely grown up stage hmm . goodbye past welcome future :D

hmm donnoe wanna to blog as what today as my mind was totally blank after reading ur some note
i believe there ish something bothering u that why u make this choice . i did not done anything wrong this time i can said but if u still insist on choosing this path den ok i don wanna said much
bearing the pain to let a person go maybe thing will come out in a different stories but jus don regret with the choice u are doing :)

for the pass few day my mind was jus popping up those question that makes me so curious and envy luh my frenz have got into a relationship recently and they both seems to be beri sweet , maybe it jus the outlook instead of the inner look bah but still envy them lots am jus wondering when i can really found a relationship that can don give ANTI PROMISES to the other partner though that person have accomplish some of the promise but still it a anti promise u gave if u did not fulfill one of them cause u are jus leaving the other partner of urs a HURTS . till now am feeling so down but am jus putting on my fake mask again , u said that before that u are not gonna to leave me but in the end ? hmm guess that after all it was jus a lies , hmm i won drop a
single tear for u anymore not because i don treasure any feeling with u but am jus trying to tink positive as am a grown up person i noe that even that in my life u are gone , life still goes on so i won even mad at u . all i can do ish to said thx for loving me that deeply once i try to be stonger everyday even though am a weakling deep inside me but am still won let other to look at my weak point . i hide every sorrow behind my smile and laughter so that no one can truely see true me . saying that am a self fish person ? go ahead am not gonna to mad at what other ppl said but well said what u wan den ... am not give u guys any damn :)
Amanda (one of my besties) she did told me once , "Nel , pls lah don ever put ur whole heart onto someone where it ended up ish YOU are the one who gets those shit and hurt etc alway rem this hongster never die ! tiong xim first to die ! (flirt ppl never get hurt but faithful ppl will hurt deeply)" but i alway told her but ethan still alive , but till now i have to accept the reality and admit that ethan has die . haiz i donnoe what to said , listening to song , tinking back the arguement we had , the fun time we had , the stubborness of me toward u , the worries that u had for me , u are the one giving on to me , the courage u gave to me , i do appreciate alot . if u decide to leave forever , nevermind u can go i won hold on to u i will jus bear the hurt move on and won look back ... last but not least really thx u for the past and loving that u shown me , i will not forget all this thing , guess that when the time u leave me it time to move on to the other stage of my life a truely grown up stage hmm . goodbye past welcome future :D

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