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...Wednesday, March 3, 2010

am feeling super duper stress now luh donnoe why recently ppl are keep on suspecting his/her own gf/bf seriously wat the fuck can ... when i tend to tell the truth u guys jus freaking don believe and den when i starting to lie abit and u guys can freaking go believe it frankly speaking wtf ish going on with ur head or mind ? am feeling super duper tired liao leh i don wanna this stress keep on upcoming to my freaking head and makes me need to tink this and tink that ... u guys noe better wat am i and hows my character i don need u guys to freaking teach me how to do and so on i noe wat am doing and so wat i did make a mistake before ? it doesn't mean that i be freaking condem by u ppl forever right ! am starting to get piss with wat ur mind tinking abt and so on cause watever i did not do anything and u guys will be saying that wat ? i flirt , i go out with other ppl having sex with other ? everyone do have a past i believe and one more thing ish am not a perfect person ! if u wanna find a perfect person that won lie that alway freaking follow u have look and so on den be my guest and go find urself i do admit that am not really a perfect person but so wat if u tink am not a perfect person den in the first place why u freaking wanna be with me den ? FUCK !

pls lah i have enough stress and i don wanna add on any problem more into my stress liao luh i cant forget my past and whenever reach till late nite where am alone i will start to tink abt those unhappy thing . why ? cause it meant alot to me that why i cant forget , u guys tink i don wanna to forget those unhappy past ? haiz i seriuosly have nth to said . why am complaining down here instead of face to face talk ? cause i don wanna freaking cause a fight with u that why i keep in my freaking heart and complaining down here . i really wish i could find one place and freaking shout out loud and cry out loud jus because of my stress ish adding on . i don really noe wat to do next all i can do ish freaking walk one step count one step ... i don need any single psycology help from u guys at all cause i can heal myself u guys can said am crazy ! YAH SO WAT IF AM REALLY CRAZY ? it doesn matter to u guys cause u guys makes me to become and behave this way ... from now on i gonna be hard hearted, cold hearted and SURPASS everyone and i make sure i make my future with a freaking light infront of me so that i can show u guys that wat am good at and u guys can simply look down on those freaking N level student ... i make sure am gonna be somebody one day . jus freaking wait and see !!!

From : ETHAN
i don give a freaking damn now
feeling like crying out loud haiz ...