.back to blog again !
...Friday, January 8, 2010

hmm well am back to blog again as it been a freaking long i never blog le ...
Alright i did not blog due to my laptop was down and now landed in the hospital (laptop servicing) hmm sian den have to use other laptop to blog hmm ...
what i have been doing ? hmm actully nothing much , doing the same thing ,
work , go find frenz , go home ... hmm another four more day and i off to MELBOURNE !!!
and will be busy packing my luggage ... ok gonna blog one more thing that have been bugging
me long long time le ... hmm it been a long time liao and yet i still cant get over u ... haiz i donnoe wat happen to me and wat going on with me , i jus cant simply trust anyone else beside u , the last time i trust u and yawhui and now u left and i only can trust him as my brother ...
haiz , i jus cant get the answer why i treat u as my own brother and yet u can jus betray and backstab me like that ... that really hurt ! i promise myself not to tink too much liao ... as it a
new year i have to lead a life that belongs to me ! i don wan those memories that i had with u
keep on bugging me , i wanted to forget but i jus couldn't do it ! haiz but nevermind lah since it a new year it 2010 i have to lead on to my own life and not missing u too much !!! i said it i mean it ! i have pull thru all thsi while without u this kind of bros ! am ok with it cause u choose to go this way so am not gonna to turn back anyway ... even if one day u become like **** or being dump by ur frenz or best frenz don come find me cause i won even pity u ! cause in the first place u treat other for granted and i only can said that a retribution for u ! am not gonna curse u at all ... cause everyone leave has his/her own reason so i tink i noe the reason but i won stated out here ... but somehow i do really miss the day with u but anyway all the best to u first yea !


oh another thing ish that i gonna to find another part time job liao

sometime wanna ppls wanna to become famous , rich , pretty , handsome etc ...
they have to take the risk ! so that in order for me to be rich ! i gonna to take that risk and
wat i wish was all the best to me and nothing will happen to me too hmm anyway i
won be telling anyone wat job am finding cause it gonna be my personnel thing as i jus wanna to become super super rich so
i can get wat i wan and no one will ever look down on me or ppl around me !
hmm gonna wish me good luck on finding my part time job ...
sry for telling anyone but that me ! i don wanna gain any more sympathy from other anymore as i also don wan it but donnoe why ppl jus like to sympathy me so much wat the fuck !!!
why i said this ish because recently there are some CHEESEPIE !!! trying to talk behind my back , so wat if i don have a dad and i have only mum uh ! all i can said that my mum ish great
she can do father and mother job at the same time and she strong so i don feel pity tat i don have a dad uh ... _l_ nah give those ppl who i referring de u guys are nothing better den a CHEESEPIE !!! DON GET WAT I MEAN OF CHEESEPIE ? SO I TELL U CHEESEPIE=CHEEBYE UNDERSTAND NOW ?
hmmm feel much better to shout out loud at here as i don like much trouble so i don confront them but to shout at here ... hmm feeling much more relieve now haas
kkae bah nothing much le nite earthling !!!

From : Ethan Chan
Ain't gonna give a fucking damn to u
oh yah ppl don ask me who are they
cause i won mention their name de
anyway those cheese pie ppl u all donnoe de
ish my other group frenz who like to look down on ppl alot de
hmm cheers Ethan !!!