hmm alright gonna blog today ... hmm
ever since my life have change to another life ...
i jus felt that am so relieve without u by my side ...
i choose to leave u , i choose to forget u but somehow
i jus cant remove u from my mind . WHY ?
can anyone tell me why ?
haiz even i cant find the ans for myself too ...
i admit that all the while am jus trying to hide everything ,
keep everything to myself , never ever let anyone see my emotion , but whenever i
tink back how u treat me good and how u treat me bad since the day u noe someone
i jus cant bear to drop my tears , all the bad memories u gave me all the good memories
u gave me i jus cant simply forget and put away everything .
i want to move on , simply forget everything ...
forget the hurt that u gave me ... but whenever am trying my best to forget
and i'm on my way to forget , u never fail to appear again .
why ? why ? why ? u are making me damn confuse right now .
at first u choose to leave me and now u saying all this thing ...
why u choose to call me instead of other ... u told me that u don have anymore frenz left
so u choose to call me ... but ... haiz i donnoe wat to said le am really speechless liao luh ...
hmm wanna to said alot of thing to u but am not going to said down here .... am going to write e
everything in my private blog as u said don let anyone noe what happening to u .
so i respect ur decision and i will continue to write in my private blog ...
jus cheer up bah there will be a one fine day coming to u soon de ...
i promise myself not to drop any tear for u but i fail
when i heard u crying over the phone my heart feel sour and
start to drop tear ... i also donnoe why lyk that .
after da jie de celebration we reach k box u call me and
said abt ur thing ... i can see that u call me alot of time and u really need my console .
i really don wanna to pick up ur call but u keep call and call i can sense that something bad ish happening to u so i jus pick up and the moment u heard my voice u cry so badly ... and tell me everything and u jus cry and cry that the time u are making me feeling so down and cant bear it jus cried out ... haiz as i told u before not to believe anyone le but u
jus don trust me and u go believe in other now u are getting
hurt again ....
haiz
kkae anything jus call me i noe u will come see my blog so this ish for u ...
anything jus call me and chat bah i can accom u chat and cheer u up ... don tink too much
i will not let anyone noe that u are contacting me ...
alright not gonna said at this thing le ...
let said abt DA JIE birthday hahas
so long never blog liao le now going to write about wat happening at da jie birthday ...
first get up in the morning prepare and rush down to kallang bahru to get the birthday cakes
before getting the birthday cakes i go ION to buy the alchol bag
guess wat that bag cost 12.9o wtf can so ex but no choice have to buy cause if not i
don have any paper bag liao ...
den after everything went down to 7 haven at kampong bahru there the pub where
the party held . we having alot of fun haas am the camera man of the day using
my digital camera hahas not those dslr or eos de cam lah hahas
alright i shall let the pic do the talking hahas see next post for the picture bah hahas
From : Ethan Chan
when u said u love me i feel so
untouchable...
