haiz today mood was lyk sooo bad and down ...
i don wanna to tink that much but i jus cant stop tinking
what had happen ... haiz
alright gonna said what gonna happen but not in the full detail ...
haiz i have change into a better person le
from last time i don even care about u guys de feeling . but
now am not the same anymore , i change ! i have change to another person .
don judge me lyk last time can ?
i been trying my beri best to change everything that don link to my past attitude
but u guys jus don even appreciate what the hell am trying to do ...
u guys need help . am the first one to help u guys and in the end u guys are hiding thing
from me ! if u wan to hide thing up from me go ahead but don compare me with other
where i don even look lyk them my pattern don even look lyk that person at all ...
get this right ! i trust u guys so much and in the end u jus said thing that totally not nice ! for me
i don tink there a need for u all to said that leh ... am one of u all too leh
and am not the last time money sucker to u all liao leh i now don even take money from u
all liao leh i depend on my own to live myself i not depending on u all since long time ago leh
hello when can u guys get this right ? only ish i run out i lend from u all but i got return leh
why u all still wanna treat me as a FAN REN ...
i donnoe i because of u guys do so much thing in the end i get return de ish u all de suspect
i seriously donnoe what the fuck i done leh ... since u tink am a money sucker den fine
from now on i won depend on u guys anymore !
i gonna go do my own way and survive u guys don need to care what am doing recently ...
cause i will not tell u all what am doing right now ... cause u guys deeply hurt me this time
no medicine can cure this pain and hurt ... i will rem it forever but i won revenge on u guys
i will still help u guys no matter wat but am not gonna lend any single help from u guys anymore
my own thing i settle my own ... i don need u guys de help at all !!! seriously
erm not going to talk much cause while typing my tear keep on drop i cant really stop
it haiz ... suan le gonna end up here le ... haiz
am being hurt so deeply haiz
sorry frenz not in the mood to meet up !
From : Ethan Chan
totally being hurt !!!
