hmm alright today nothing special to update abt jus some thing tat recently family have a little problem .
and feeling so tired le but i still have to hang on with it ...
God can show me some light thru my life of journey ?
can really make everything smooth ... hence
sometime i really need a shoulder to cry on . a person to really understand me instead
of misunderstanding me or don even cares abt me .
who am going to speak to ?
who am going to face to ?
wat am really wan to do ?
how can i overcome everything by myself ?
when can everything goes well ?
sometime i really wish u to be there ... but i jus don have the courage to tell u .
sometimes really wanna meet u up for some chat and really feel lyk hugging u but i don wanna
u to see my unglam looks so i choose to smiles and i did it .
am really useless i cant tell u wat ish going on with me .
i jus can keep everything up and i don even noe how to speak when i saw u .
so i choose not to meet or tell u ...
but when the times comes i can meet or going to see u am really happy everything will jus simply goes away .
my pain , my worries , my stress , my personal thing and lot and lots ...
cause i feel tat ur smiles really brigten up my day ... tinking back of ur smiles i really feel soo
peace and ease ... frankly speaking am starting to donnoe who am i . wat am i doing .
but the only thing i noe ish i do really love/likes you lots ... but ish tat ....
jus don wan u to stress up with me so i rather choose this way by making myself feel happy and optimistic tat me . and i don wanna to share my pain to ppl around me ... tat all .
hmm i guess i choose this way ish the correct way bah ... so i have make myself happy and i wish tat everyone around me ish blessed by my wishes ... and for me i will stay as happy as i can and tat ish forever de thing i won go tink so much anymore and i hide in one corner and whisper to myself and said i really love you ... CHEERS
To someone
am really dissapointed with u ever since the day u mix with them
u really change alots ... haiz
From : Nelson
Cheer up everything will gone fine one day !
