i am feeling so stressed up because of a thing happen
i donnoe wat to do right now.
never feel this way for a long time le
but suddenly this feeling came back
i am totally exhausted , TOTALLY
i hate this feeling rite now
i need a long break
i need to take a good rest , really jus a few day also will do
jus a few day and i be more den enough for this
i noe it a obsticale for me to went thru
but along this way i am so pessimistic
wat i am doing ? who am i really ?
who really cares abt me ? who really can understand me?
donnoe why suddenly got a weird feeling for me i have shed tear for no reason.
alot of thing have been going thru my mind alot really alot .
but i still can let other see my smiles
but why cant i jus simply forget the past
before i slp , every morning i go work
everytime i alone at home , everytime i alone go shopping
i am tinkink the same thing
it jus lyk a nightmare hunting me
i am really scare , it totally freaks me out
and now i jus don have the mood to do anything right now thing are bugging me everyday
it jus lyk a nightmare to me
i am feeling so exhausted
really exhausted and tired
all i need i tink ish simply jus rest
when can i gain back my smile again
when can i walk on the street so freely tat nothing ish bugging me
might burst out anytime
Haiz
