Today after work go mit gf at bishan den after tat went to kallang bahru
philip house ply mahjong luh .
The mahjong so small lah wtf zzz but overall jus ply luh den had a tiff wit dear at
philip house luh den she walk away .
wth said wanna pei me go but den walk away in the end haiz
den i jiu tolerate her den after tat ply finish mahjong den go down eat said wanna go
home wit me but in the end ask me go home myself mah den i
jiu piss off luh den shouted at her luh .
i am not doing on purpose de luh but jus cant control myself at all
i noe i am in the wrong o shouted at u but i jus cant control myself
and let my temper off . cause i have been settling the bastard (KC) thing
cause when the moment i reach the prata shop .
the 7 eleven aunty ask me to come , i tot she want to chat wit me
but in the end not .
she ask me to bring down kc cause kc did something at the 7 eleven
den now police finding him mah den i at there ask how can u comfirm
the aunty said tat camera had video down every of his movement .
Donnoe why suddenly i will feel so nervous luh and worry abt him luh
i have told myself not to care his problem at all even he die or wat .
but after wat happen today i realise tat i cant put down and
he got problem i must help lyk tat . when can i stop doing all this thing for him .
cause i don tink it worth it luh . jus now i nearly tell the aunty to don catch him .
let me take over his crime and arrest me i noe tat it stupid but i jus cant bear to see him suffer inside luh as i noe inside de feeling .
haiz donnoe why i will lyk this but heng i stop cause i don tink he will lyk tat do cause
as i noe him so long i noe he won do that even how bold ish he luh but ...
donnoe why there something inside my heart keep tinking tat something will happen
sooner or later luh haiz but let see first bah although i never talk to him le
but i never even have the heart to curse him or wat luh . but
i only can said wat he done will return to him one day . it doesn't matter to the time
it the matter of sooner or later luh . and lastly ish
TO MICHELLE
u wan to believe u believe i won force u or wat i have msg u wat he had done to me le
so pls lah hor don tink he ish a angel luh . actually he ish not luh
wat he had done to me u donnoe nvm but around his frenz tat noe him de quite alot noe how he have done to me luh so u donnoe don try to be an smart alex .
ask ur bf don childist do all kid do the thing and spam me .
don admit nvm cause he did alot wrong thing and never even admit before luh
only those frenz noe him well will noe his PATTERN .
don believe me and xue ni thing den forget it .
don ask we all wat anything , anyway end of the day u being fool by him don said we
never even warn u or wat luh . i noe u have been looking at my blog so i jus can said it down here
instead of calling u cause i don wanna hear ur voice . tat ish wat i can said nia
i still cannot forget the incident have happen between me and ur bf and wat u
have been doing luh .
so don blame me for being so straight forward luh , no offence .
TO CKC
u better noe wat u are doing luh stop being a fool lah hor .
i donnoe u got steal at 7 eleven onot but i still choose to trust u luh but
although we never talk le but i still trust u never steal luh .
today i have been talking to the 7 eleven aunty jus to
comfirm tat the person it not u .
i have try my best to said everything i can liao luh
in the end u don wanna to ans my call at all but
nvm i jus can said tat good luck to u luh cause
the aunty said tat police ish coming to find u and now adays police will be searching for u luh
so u better watch out luh . i cant alway be at urside to help u or wat luh as u
now don even wanna contact me den tat fine wit me bah .
anyway pls lah not i am the one tat controlling ur freedom luh ish ur aunty wei xie me
luh said all those thing and i don wanna tell u ish because i don wan u two end up in a fight or argue jus because of wat ur aunty said to me luh .
cause anyway i am a outsider to ur family i am jus a frenz toward u luh .
said hao ting ish brother said nan ting ish ur frenz only luh cause u have been treating me jus
lyk ur frenz only .
haiz nevermind anyway wat i do for u , u jus tink tat ish it i owe u de and taking it for granted nia
luh . nvm bah .
jus go spend ur happy life bah and i am sure tat u wll regret one day de but nvm luh
there will still be chance for us to meet up one day de maybe in our next life bah .
we may become a real brother in next life although this life one have one and the half year of brothership but i feel tat it more den enough for me le luh cause i can noe tat how good to have a
small brother . haiz takeaire bah .
From the day , we choose to leave each other .
I Know That We Won Have The Chance To Go Back .
And I really hope tat times would go back to the last time .
but i don tink there a chance anymore .
so to prevent me from tinking the past , i must be strong .
look Forward to the Future .
i am trying to be fair between life but it really seems hard for me luh
hence , Sorry for the time i so control u but ish not i wan to luh .
i have my own reason .
wat u wanna do , go do bah i am not going to care so much le
i am washing my hand out of u le .
lastly Goodbye takeaire of urself bah
grow up abit also and u don alway go steal ur aunt thing .
try to earn it by urself .
I am not trying to be sarcastic or wat i am jus speaking the fact .
GOODBYE!!!
From : Nelson
The Dead Hearted...
