The Time I Felt So Lonely ...
Looking to the Bright Side Of My Life ^^(New Bought Shirt)
Today wake up and went to orchard find lim
without taking my lunch cause we meet sherlyn and howard at bugis mah .
hmm when the time am at orchard was stuck at a place cause saw lots of ppl crowded at
a corner tot wat was going on so went to KPO abit haas den saw one guy was doing his
painting at the floor wit his equipment ...
hmm it was soo nice can the painting he drew abt the sky turning to dawn and
some outer space planet ... jus by using spray and a scriber ...
was so stuck by his art and cant even bear to go cause am learning how to drew till so nice lyk him
as i loves ARTS also haas not the other kind of arts but ish the real art pieces lah haas
but i cant stay any longer cause meet lim at 5.30 and am going to late so rush to the taka and find her hmm buy some old chang kees to eat haas of cause my fav SUSHI ROLL , BREADED CRAB .
after finding her we went to bugis to find howard and sherlyn ...
lols tot of plying mahjong mah den sherlyn come meet us at mos burger den said she cant ply ....
den we find ah bee ply luh . haas was having quite alot of fun wit them although it was jus a short period ... we take photo before we go and yap i do agree one thing ish go everywhere must bring SHADE haas cause no matter wat we can jus take out and camwhore all the way luh .
the other thing ish to prevent from any SWEET COUPLE TRYING TO BE SWEET INFRONT OF US ... hahas so we scare they sweetness too bright den we got shade to protect us hahas ...
hmm sherlyn was lyk beri funny luh she said take photo den me howard and lim straight take out our shade and wear den she was lyk O.O" wth all got shade she don have hahas ...
sherlyn arhz u shoud learn to bring a shade out whenever u with us cause we everytime also got bring shade along de luh kakas lols join us for the shade shooting next time behh although this time u don have KAKAS ... hmm den after tat went to lim house ply mahjong ...hmm lose 8 bucks kao .
but heng lah not lose so much ... hees shall win back one day cool uh haas lim u better prepare ur money first hor hahas i gonna win all le kakas jkjk only lah but overall was so fun luh being wit them
hmm at least i can get to do wat i wan ... no need too because of "HIM"
i cant meet my frenz ... so sorry yea to all my frenz .
and yap same goes to kelvin(jadore) hope he one day can really stop saying sebas le luh .
haiz felt so sorry tat i bring sebas so much thing ... i hope his not angry wit me luh ...
somehow jus felt tat his kinda good and kind luh ...but alway being bully bah if i not wrong ...
hmmm something which bugging in my heart i cant really tell but i have told myself to be
optimistic to everything i am facing rite now . and yap i manage to get hold on to myself now .
and one more thing surely have to post this i had enough of this thing le .
the first day i noe u i noe u been sad and i have been comforting u and so and so .
it jus a frenz care and tat me and i donnoe i have make u so hate me ....
i noe u write in ur blog without stating any names out but i noe u are referring to me .
trying to tink positive tat u are not saying me but the fact ish ur blog ish getting more and more obvious tat the person u saying in ur blog ish me . i really donnoe why i said this to u and makes u have the wrong idea . i wan was jus a frenz and yap u are a great frenz indeed . i really donnoe
why or somehow u jus treating me an ... i donnoe how to said u love someone don u dare even said it out to that person ? why not jus tell him how u feel abt him and wat makes u tink so ...
as i have said to u i am seeking but i never said i need it desprately ...
somehow i really donnoe wat the fuck i had done luh , frankly speaking no offence at all .
i was jus trying to concerning to u as u might have alot of thing to said and yet
i get nothing but i gain all ur vulgar langange and being scold by u for nothing ?
i really donnoe wat i had done wrong leh . ish it a fault to concern u ?
ish it a fault to listen to u whenever u need ppls to talks to ?
whatever i do , i ended up being scold in ur blog ! kao ...
am totally lost leh u make me really really confuse i am totally donnoe wat happening to u or wat
or maybe i have said the wrong thing before where i am sure i did not even said anything wrong to u
and if a frenz cant concern another frenz den wat for being a frenz right .
ALRIGHT ! don trust me tat ur problem . am not giving any damn anymore .
don judge me if u donnoe me well tat all . am a guy who listen to every of his frenz thing and
a Mr . Nice Guy to his frenz . and tat me wat i can said ish i am jus lending helping hand to my frenz .
i don see there anything wrong u said till lyk i am a liar ? hello sorry to ask u . when did i lie to u .
don put words in my mouth . if u really wanna to write in ur blog commenting me so and so , i have nothing to said abt u le luh . but wat can i said ish i am sorry to let u misunderstood the feeling between us . and lastly who do u referr to tat guy i am with ?
and i am single ok . am not in any relationship rite now lah stop makeing wild guesses tinking tat i have my stead rite now ... looks i am freaking single now i don have a bf tat its . don keep said wat
" i with him i will feel better and feel more important den u "
cause i don even noe which guy u are talking abt and can tell u i don have any bf mean don have .
stop writing as if i am really tat bad to u OK ! wanna to put gadge an wall between us ?
let it be ! it ur decision . i never force u to and i had never said this word I LOVE U BEFORE .
i mean toward u . if u really likes me why u are jus avoiding everything tat seems to come .
jus let urself happy instead of being so emo . ish it so hard to make u tink positive thing ? i don tink so ... one more thing ish ur thing ish jus a small matter . it jus tat u are making urself into depression state , my problem ish bigger den u one day when u came to notice my own problem u will said tat mine really ish a headache ... but i still manage to get on wit my life . SO WATS GOING ON WIT U !
am not ur slaves at all . i don need to lyk goes according to wat u likes . i am human i need my right too , i need my freedom also i noe u would said tat u never control me at all but wat u write and how u react really ish a freaking annoying thing to me . i keep trying to figure it out who really the guy u are talking abt ... but now i guess i noe , Erm i don tink i need to use guess . ish i comfirm noe ish who u are referring luh . and if u really likes him tell him how u feel . and see what he reply u !
if really cannot be together den why cant u jus be frenz first ?
as he noe u not long also . he donnoe how ish ur character at all ... maybe u came to his life and
will hurt him once u might not noe . and noe one can predict thier own future so , get thing right before u said me or pushing all the blames to me yea .
i bet tat u noe who am i saying ( Guys)
am not saying this delibrately ish because i have enough of wat u post in ur blog and i been asking u who u referring ish it me ? den u will lyk why u think ish u wat make u tink so ?
sorry i don lyk to beat around the bushes i lyk it straight forward ... don beat around the bushes when u are talking to me . seriously i don lyk . i wan it to be straight and frank tat all .
NO OFFENCE !!!
From : Nelson
The day when i start to noe the fact !!!
Sherlyn , Lim , Howard , Me & Rave .
The Four Of Us The Only Person That Can Be Trusted!
Wearing shade can protect myself sometime ( when seeing Couple Too Sweet) Kakas
The Time I Felt So Lonely ...
Looking to the Bright Side Of My Life ^^(New Bought Shirt)
