haiz today jus move house luh move to yishun damn sian cannot go mit frenz le cause from here go bacck kb damn far luh haiz den ka chai jus come back from hong kong he got meet me but untill today haiz i msg him no reply arbo ish beri late reply luh haiz jus move house and thing started to change alot le den today said hao he wan come to yishun wit me but in the end he said he need go home eat luh haiz put me aeroplane again sian whatever i do also cant please anyone de luh haiz den around 10 plus he go meet yaw hui mah also nv tell me wor but it ok wit me lah but msg him lyk don wanna reply lyk tat down here totally no frenz luh haiz not lyk last time sian i can go down now leh jus can stay at home haiz actually sms him was tot of asking him to chat wit me cause i really damn sian luh but he lyk keep on don wanna reply den if he reply his msg was lyk ' oh , ok , k , okok ' haiz can see tat his msg ish lyk don willing to msg me luh but nvm lah suan le luh since he really wanna change den let it be bah i don wanna to bother abt it so much liao cause whenever i comfront him end up will be in a quarral luh haiz feel lyk going to a place and SHOUT OUT LOUD !!! cause nobody even understand me luh even ka chai .
he everytime said he beri understand me but the fact ish no luh haiz cause alot of thing he jus tink tat i am beri strong i can do watever thing but in fact ish NO!!! i am still a human being luh got feeling wan leh lyk now he plying dota wit yaw hui never even ask me wanna ply together last time he still will ask me go ply but now haiz nv even ask me luh jus msg him 15min ago till now still no reply haiz really donnoe he said tat we are the best ish it true not i am the first day i move to here he jiu no contact me le donnoe wat will happen when day passes by haiz .
why everything bad falls on me ? when can my good luck come back i really wish time can go back to last time when i noe him tat time haiz but it impossible de luh anyway life still goes on luh so i jjus cant do anything and jus bear wit it luh haiz this ish my sir teach me de and i manage to immume to it luh haiz
C>K>C> WHEN CAN UR ATTIUTDE CHANGE TOWARD ME !!!CAN TELL ME WAT ACTUALY GOES ON BETWEEN US ? WAT REALLY HAPPEN ? I REALLY DONNOE MY MIND WAS LYK SAND STORM STIRRING INSIDE MY BRAIN ... HAIZ
