.haiz
...Monday, June 22, 2009

haiz jus go and see li ping blog nia cause today her birthday mah den go see wat she update luh haiz update nothing but only to her one and only de words luh haiz wat i saw she write to her one and only i was lyk she can easily said out those words luh tat actually she have said to me before never ever wanna to let me go cause she too love me? using her name to swear tat she only love me one person and never ever will argue wit me haiz i already try everythiny le luh but in the end also get hurt by her . i guess this guy ish another victim of hers bah cause she also saod the same thing to him luh but ish ok lah maybe thing will change uh as maybe she will really follow him forever de luh as i also will wish her good luck for her wish luh haiz as for me i tink i must DA FANG YI DIAN let her go le don keep stick to her and don wanna let go haiz anywaay i do not wanna contact her le cause wanna her to jus concentrate on her relationship luh haiz cause maybe she wanna the guy ish super duper rich or wat de luh but i am not so i am sorry i DID NOT GIVE U A EXPENSIVE PRESENT . haiz suan le lah wat over jiu over le bah don wish to see her again i am not going to carry a touch for her anymore next time she drunk or wat ish not my business le she need help i jus have to said i am sorry i am too poor to help u ask ur qin ai de bah haiz and lastly i am not going to care and interfer her problem so much le cause i don wanna in the end let ppl said i am a bug don wanna to let her go .
hmm finally i can relax and i don need to worry so much de maybe she jus not my cup of tea bah erm nope i should said "i am totally not her cup of tea at all" tat all i can said cause both of us don even have the chemistry how to be together haiz maybe there are lots of ppl outside for me to go see bah .
same goes to c.k.c if u don wanna contact me or wat i will noe wat to do i will fuck off and will never appear infront of u never again if u jus said so cause i don wanna to waste my time on someone who treat me as a spare tyre luh haiz i am so sorry to said tat cause u alway said no but this ish jus a kind of my feeling luh don believe me go treat other the same way as u treat me u will see wat the ppl said abt u i have been beri tolerate abt many thing le luh i am beri piss off wit many thing but i still show my smile face infront of u luh but u leh haiz suan le not going to said so much abt u le lah really damn heart ache rite now haiz lost two important stuff in one shot really feel lyk i am going to crazy in anytime i really need to go to a place to relax myself and jus me alone cause i don wanna anyone to come disturb me in my life rite now haiz really damn piss off wat i wish was everything will return to the last time i have both of u even if wanna me to lose one of u nvm i comfirm will choose brother de wat i wan was u don betray me anymore and stop all ur this kind of attitude jiu can le but i tink it ish impossible luh cause u been promise me for a long time but in the end u keep giving me anti promises ... when the day u left singapore u have promise me one thing but u forget ever since den i am not going to trust anyone never again i swear upon my life wan me to believe u sorry i cant do it . cause from the day my heart was hurt the nelson tat live inside me have dead no more last time de nelson no more . no more mr goodman anymore
now wat i wan was jus to concentrate on a good gal and last long wit her to prove tat u left me ish ur lost and not mine lost at all not coming down to mit anyone after philip birthday i am sorry i am being force to do so lastly don expect me to treat anyone nice anymore cause i don wanna be treated for granted
TAT ALL!!!