haiz this ish the 23 day he did not even call me le luh haiz sian luh normally he go back den sure will call me de luh but now haiz not even a call from him wtf lah now currently usiing my laptop to blog luh not going esc anymore cause everytime go liao also no receive any message or comment from him luh
haiz no call , no message , no comment , and not even a miss call from him , not even online somemore him call him don ans also donnoe wat happen to him suddenly give this kind of attitude haiz up to him lah since he wanna to treat me coldly den i must well don even tink tat he will call me at all luh somemore i tink he come back comfirm change alot de bah so i jus cant wish tat he will treat me even more good luh . said tat we can pass this kind of waiting test? chey , i tink i can but he cannot luh give me quite alot of anti promises and yet i once and once again forgive him i really donnoe wat am i doing or wat am i tinking lah haiz suan le lah let the nature take it own course bah haiz still tinking wan to go to philip chalet mah although i pay the money liao but still donnoe wanna go onot luh haiz cause i tink tat should be the last outing them le bah gonna do my own thing le luh haiz really damn shag lah . hmm somemore still heard tat LLP going to bring her bf to the chalet haiz donnoe how to face this kind of sitiuation haiz . really wish my mind could be in peace rite now cause of many thing i have been stressed up luh .
i was still finding my own sky , i am searching for beri long time le but i still cant find . tot i found one but it was jus mny imagination and when i wake up , all my dream have been shattered to pieces . my heart was so pain tat as if a knife has penetrated in to it deeply but after this lesson i have learn to protect myself by putting up a fence and not letting anyone in anymore . wat i wan now was being erase by everyone and the nelson tat use to be happy and cheerful have already gone to other place and now the nelson ish anti social and not EASILY TRUST anyone anymore ... i hate the feeling of hurts and i am afraid to get tat kind of feeling again . never will i get to feel tat again so if i am straight forward den i am sorry . LIKE ME DEN ACCEPT IT DON LYK ME JOLLY WELL FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!!! CAUSE IF U DON LYK ME TINK ABT WHETHER I LIKE U NOT SO DON STAND AND BLOCK MY WAY JUS FUCK IT!!!
now aday planning to go oversea for holiday and was saving up money cause jus bought a lap top and jus change my hp nia hmm damn ex so i have to be a hardcore saver from now on hmm anyway all the best to me bah...
from : nelson
the dead fuer...
