haiz this ish the second day tat he at hong kong le still haven call me luh said wat wan call me today but wait and wait still haven call haiz suan le lah wat i was tinking ish tat he really got the heart to call me de mah lols sian lah i tink the only thing he noe ish ply and his frenz bah go back jiu forget abt me le luh haiz i was tinking am i a fool or wat luh cause he ask me to wait for his call and i been waiting and waiting but in the end still haven call me was lyk damn piss off luh but nvm lah since he don wanna call wat i can do rite luh... btw tat day i misunderstand him mah den he jiu lyk said wat wanna punish me for misunderstanding him luh . WTF!!! lah noe wat the punish the punish was he call me whenever he wan to , when the moment he said this i was lyk mentally prepare tat he won be calling me at all , oh no maybe 1 times in two week bah haiz so nvm lah he got heart he will call me lah but if he treated me as jus a normal frenz to him den jiu suan le bah anyway i can tell myself tat i have try my best le . cause i have been treating him beri beri fuking nice liao those ppl who noes me will noe tat how i treat him le cause he my one and only didi leh i don wanna to neglect him at all so i try my beri best to takeaire of him do wat ever tat can please him but haiz in the end i was lyk being treated for granted luh but nvm lah at least i NV BETRAY HIM NV DO ANYTHING TAT FELT SORRRRY FOR HIM AND WAT I DO WAS TREAT HIM FUCKING NICE LE
NELSON ONG JUN YONG U HAVE DONE UR BEST LE IF HE STILL DON UNDERSTAND HOW U TREATED HIM AND STILL WANNA TO LYK TREAT U LYK FUCK JUS FORGET IT SUAN LE BAH DON GO PERSURDE SO MUCH LE!!! HAIZ!!!
C>K>C (DIDI)
i have already treat really damn good le wat i can do i have already done my beri best le if u still wanna treat me lyk "whos cares" i can said i really might gone one day i don expect or demand much leh wat i wanna was lyk last time de us but u keep said yes yes yes u will do it but it seems to me tat u nv even do it luh do noe how dissapointed am i ? donnoe but did i ever complain to u tat u still haven change or watever luh i never since the day i enlist into ns u have started to change from the bad to worst le luh haiz wat i hope one day was we can lyk last time luh haiz suan le lah don wish to said so much le haiz u will noe how i feel if u truely understand me luh . HAIZ!!!
yesterday got a call from L>L>P den rush down to thomson to fetch her cause she was drunk been rounding whole thomson jus to find her in the end saw her at the bus stop and she was lyk going to fall anytime luh den when i send her home tat time in the cab i can sense tat she have something happen so i nv ask her till we reach her house downstair i piggyback her home den i ask her wat happen den she nv tell me at all she jus cried and cried haiz my heart was lyk damn pain to see her lyk tat luh haiz but wat to do ? i cant do anything but jus to sit by her side and lend her my shoulder and let her cried out loud luh after tat i watch her go slp le den i jiu go off le haiz donnoe wat has actually happen to her lah haiz damn fan arhz fuking fan now luh
one LLP the other one CKC the other my FAMILY and the other my FRENZ haiz i really feel lyk going mad one day
lord...can i jus put down everything and jus go to a peace place where i don even have any agony or stress!!!haiz
FrOm : Nelson (FuEr)
signing off !!!
