haiz i really donnoe wat goes wrong luh haiz toward his GALFRENZ he can pei her chat but toward me leh haiz jus chat for not even 3 ques den start to no reply liao luh haiz really donnoe wat goes wrong sia haiz wat must i do den can lyk last time so close back luh haiz or ish it i need to leave him den i no need to tink so much luh haiz but i jus cant leave him luh haiz cause i jus cant bear to leave lah haiz i really wish tat we are lyk last time leh
last time de him tat don even care to find galfrenz jus to spend his time wit me luh but i don tink tis will happen now luh cause he already had his galfrenz liao and i tink i am jus a extra to him now luh haiz jus hope tat i can DIE rite now luh haiz hoping he can spend all his free time wit me luh but haiz don wish to said luh i tink the only way was to find my own relationship luh recently there 3 guys sms me and noe my problem abt my relationship thing and they sms me and said they are willing to share my problem together and willing to be mine forever and i really donnoe how to react lah cause they are jus as everyone said de GAY omg lah this ish the first time tat guys jio me luh wat the hell but they somehow look rather good lah cause they do really understand me alot and they still promise me tat they will not lyk ka chai MY DIDI alway PS me and they won even ignore me at all luh but they jus got a request tat ish if i choose to stead wit them and start a relationship wit them i must leave my didi and i cannot meet him (my didi) again never again and i also cant contact any of my EX GALFRENZ and i asked them why ? they jus replied me and said cause he alway leave u alone and accom his stead and never even care for u luh den i was lyk (STUN)O.O?? omg... haiz donnoe wat to do leh now but they really treat me damn good luh as i said i don even bear to leave my didi luh and they insist me on doing tat so i was tinking tat if kachai still behave as if i am a spare tyre to him or keep on ignore me i tink i will really go stead wit those guys luh haiz wat i really wan was jus last time de ka chai luh but not now de ka chai luh haiz but if ka chai insist doing tat alway accom his galfrenz or even nv concern me at all i tink i will listen to those SO CALLED GUY words and go have a relationship wit them luh haiz feeling damn miserable lah haiz
really donnoe wat to do lah haiz feeling was jus to go back my own life ply drugs fight and being a gangster luh lyk last time or jus eat lots and lots of PANADOL and jus die on my bed peacefully luh haiz because of many thing i am damn fucking FAN lah haiz really donnoe wat to do arhz haiz
USE TO BE MY HAO DIDI NOW CHEATED ME AND KEEP PS ME
AND I USE RO BELIEVE DE GAL ALSO BETRAY ME HAIZ
LASTLY ISH SOME OF THEM ARE JUS USING ME AS AN SPARE TYRE
OR JUS A EXTRA TO THEM LUH
HAIZ I AM JUS FUCKING STRESS UP LAH
FUCK!!!
