haiz 2and the half year have pass liao le really damn DISSAPOINTED luh haiz how i wish ka chai was here rite now luh cause only he was the one i trusted alot de and i can tell him everything luh haiz but i don tink now i still can tell him everything le luh haiz cause he maybe change le i also donnoe luh haiz
As for me i don wanna tell anyone everything and wat i am tinking ish because of the last incident i had wat i said ppl will said i gain pity from others or said i BOMB here BOMB there so i rather everything keep to myself den letting others to noe rite haiz they jus don get me lah don understand me and don get me by why i don wish to tell or wat haiz SUAN le bah anyway thing have over le cry also cry le tink also tink le there nothing much i can do now luh haiz
concern for others takeaire them make them happy but in the end i get ish HURTS and ATTITUDE haiz i really donnoe how am i going to do and wat should i do to make them jus to stay happy luh i really donnoe really really really donnoe
I really hate myself alot alot damn alots noe how to handle others relationship and friendship but i jus cant handle my ownself de i really donnoe how or wat to do luh haiz watever i do watever i said also won please others wan luh haiz suan le bah maybe i really jus have to live wit myself bah haiz perharp i should put it others way luh haiz really donnoe wat to do now bah haiz let fate take it decision bah haiiz
