.wat a FAK UP day...
...Sunday, December 21, 2008

haiz yesterday go li ying house ply mahjong was totally not fun at all luh cause have a fight wit li ping haiz i really donnoe wat she tinking abt luh haiz everytime try to please her and she jus lyk take it for granted lah wth she show attitude i give in everytime and for the past two and the half years she jus thought for herself and not me she said she was really stress up so wat abt me i have also damn stressed up because of many many thing lah but i don wish to tell anyone because i don wanna to gain pity from other . let said yesterday she ji tao show me attitude after i ply mahjong finish den i also nv said anything liao and yet i go in call her wanna to talk to her den she jus treat me lyk invisible lah wth if she don wish to talk to me jus said i can accept it and walk out of the room but den she did not and jus keep on giving attitude WTH I AM NOT A PUPPET TO HER LAH FUCK!!! and everything i do ish because of her but she did not notice it she makes me really feel tat i am totally a mad person i yesterday was really going to GET MAD lah lols nearly make me said out the give up sentence to her luh but howard they all keep ask me not to do it but i still feel tat if i now give her one more chance she will continue to climb over my head lah but in the end i also give her one more chance and she said tat this ish the last chance tat she ish demanding from me so i promise her to give her jus one last chance luh haiz btw even if she everytime keeps giving me attitude i also won do anything cause i really really do love her but if she not going to treasure abt this relationship...i won even beg her back next time as i will tell myself ( NELSON, U DID UR BEST BUT IT JUS TAT SHE DONNOE HOW TO TREASURE U ) and i tink i will also remain single forever luh...haiz really donnoe why the one who are beri beri close to me all the attitude also change ka chai also lyk tat li ping also lyk tat WTH LAH!!!
haiz really really really donnoe wat to do rite now tinking of going back to my own life also cannot don wanna to have a GF also cannot cause mum will said me haiz i really donnoe wat to do lah
WO HAO FAN ARHZ!!!
HOW IREALLY WISH TAT THEIR ATTITUDE WON CHANGE TOWARD ME CAUSE THIS TWO ISH MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE MOST ADORE AND LOVE DE PERSON LUH HAIZ BUT EVEN THEY CHOOSE TO CHANGE I ALSO NOTHING TO SAID LE BAH HAIZ JUS HOPE TAT THEY CAN TELL ME WATEVER THEY TINK OF WAT LUH HAIZ BUT I NOE IT IMPOSSIBLE DE LAH CAUSE WAT CAUSE I AM NOT TRUSTABLE TO OTHERS WAT HAIZ
LIM LI PING
haiz why jus cant she give herself a chance to overcome all the thing she had and can stop to hide everything from me showing attitude to me treat me rather cold
CHEUNG KA CHAI
haiz after he go back to hong kong he totally change luh said everyday write one comment for me call me twice a week but he did not did it luh haiz comment other ppl den cannot comment me but i also nv said anything den even call me also nv call me haiz donnoe wat ish he tinking abt luh am i so PISS OFF TO HIM OR WAT I DONNOE!!! haiz really really donnoe lah going to burst out into tears whenever tink of this thing luh haiz
FUCKKKKK LIFEEEEEE!!!!!!