.haiz life so meaningless...
...Sunday, November 30, 2008

haiz today actually i went in to didi de msn see luh cause i was so curious why i every msg write to him he lyk no reply leh cause he normally don do tis luh but i really donnoe wat happen to him recently haiz in the msn i jus cant expected tat he would BLOCK me i really donnoe wat to said luh wanna ask him wat happen den he lyk hack care hack care den wanna to talk to him he nv reply me or wat.
he keep tell me tat he at there beri boring but i don tink so luh cause he still got his family pei him luh me leh after he gone i was lyk a loner luh i am more boring den him luh my family seldom talks to me...all my frenz attitude change toward me except my other part of my frenz lah i really donnoe wat i have done or wat to make everyone attitude change toward me luh haiz can anyone tell me
WAT WRONG WIT ME WAT HAVE I DONE i really donnoe wat i have done luh wtf i damn hate my life now luh knn for nth suddenly HE SHOW ME ATTITUDE
i really donnoe wat the fuck i done again luh
write to him happy birthday den he no reply other ppl write to him he ji tao reply wth he ownself said tat i am more closer den anyone den in the end one comment also don have i starting to feel tat in his eyes i am no longer tat important le luh haiz suan le lah anyway maybe the fortune teller really correct luh tat in my whole life i be a stranger to everyone luh and i will not have any frenz at all maybe wat he said ish real de luh haiz really damn FAN NAH
at first i tot i met ka chai i can totally trust him can totally brother wit him but in the end leh no matter how hard i try i get nth i really get nth i am fuking xi wan luh haiz but anyway i still get some happy time wit him luh haiz really suan le lah
i so treasure tis relationship but in the end everything ends up in a mess i really donnoe how to cope luh haiz i really really hope wat it happen in the fact was not the real fact luh it jus a dream cause i really starting to cant leave without him le luh cause i jus cant get myself to forget him whenever i go slp i will tink if him and everytime go market eat i was tinking tat he at my side and everytime go shopping my self i will tink of him by my side luh haiz really cant leave without him luh but nvm if tis really ish his choice to leave me i will respect his decision luh cause at least i will not forget i have ever met a person tat treat me totally best and can make me jus feel lyk when i have him it feel lyk i have everything le i jus don demand for more thing luh haiz suan le don wosh to write le!!! write more i will be more and more HURTS!!!haiz
but i still donnoe why he block me luh haiz....