haiz today was another day tat i don quite wanted to spend luh haiz.why?cause when time passing it will be beri fast reach the day tat he going to leave le luh and coming back in two mth time actually really don bear to see him leave luh as i tink when he leave the day i won be meeting him cause i scare i cant face him luh cause i might cry out or wat as when he was gone there only left me le luh in here actually i really don wish to see him leave de luh but jus bo bian cause he have to go back haiz how i wish tat he was not a hong kong ppl luh and was a singaporean den lyk tat he won leave le luh but haiz tink untill he leave and will be back in dec i was lyk going to mad liao luh cause i donnoe wat to do luh and it a two mth time and really donnoe wat will happen in two mth time i might be go back to my own life or wat luh haiz anyway also nvm lah he leave for two mth also good lah cause i can try to get use to it when he was not wit me luh as i also gonna leave him soon le beri fast i will leave KB for many many year and i will be back when the time ripe. I donnoe when i be back but i am sure i will be back when the time really come by and i don expect alot in the future luh jus a good good de life and no worried at all haiz
when i leave,i will leave for a long period u have to understand me and hope u don blame me for wat i am doing cause if u put urself into my shoe u will also feel tos way de.YAP u can said tat u won feel tis way but now the ppl ish not u tat why u will said wait till one day u really being said and look down by other u sure will feel tis way.i noe u would said tat even whole world ppl look down on me u also won,i noe but i jus don lyk the feeling luh everyone was talking and gossiping abt you behind ur back and i everytime heard tat i jus feel lyk to wack the ppl luh but i rem ur word don involve in another fight again and i don have le luh so i jus bear and everytime they said you,noe how i feel? it HURTS u noe tat haiz guess u also donnoe cause u are not the ppl who heard tat it me so u won noe de luh haiz nvm bah i will plan for myself and i will decide myself whether i should leave or not...haiz
...hate my life...
