haiz i really really getting sick and tired of my life le luh cause everyone ish lyk looking down on me luh haiz today go down to TPY to find mummy eat den my cb sister go find fault wit me luh haiz she go check all my privacy luh haiz wtf why i cant have any privacy at all i feel tat i am really damn fuck up luh haiz ya so wat if i do tat kind of thing and it none of ur business rite wat i goes for ish money at least i get the money by my own self WTF u go jealous or wat and why i jus cant have any of my private space at all uh wat did i do u also don have the rite to noe luh CCB i really hate u all damn lots u all can have u own privacy why cant i some uh i see ur hp u kp me and u see my hp i didn even kp u liao yet u spread all my thing up...actually i noe tat u have been seeing my hp while i was sleeping but why i let u see cause i trust tat u won said out but in the end wat did i get uh...now good lah spread till everyone noe abt my thing le u happy lah uh 
nvm lah i noe tat from the first step into this world u all have been hate for the 18 year le luh...YAH I NOE TAT but i got said anything mah?NO!!!i nv i still bear wit it but can u all jus give me a little respect mah hello i am ur GEGE le ur own brother leh in the end u nv even give me any respect infront of my frenz u lyk tat scold me i nv even beat u or wat in the end u spread my secret out...u go think lah wat if i spread ur secret out wat will u do...i really really beri sick and tired of my life le luh.i found tat i am really useless damn useless luh i cant even handle my ownself  at all i amm a totally SI BAI ZHE luh...noe when u said all tis thing out how sad am i how hurt am i u don even noe...beri good now every single one noe wat i am le u must be hapy rite now rite nvm lah i will not be ur brother anymore and u are not my sister anymore luh 
 
from now on i and ONG family have nothing to do wit it le wat i wan to do ish my problem not urs problem anymore if one day i really DEAD u all no need to come and visit my funeral cause i don even noe u all 
 
 
i don have any family i am jus a orphan ok!!!u happy le mah i lyk tis write 
 
u wan me to dead infront of u...i can tell u i am sorry i won so easily beaten up BY U ONG ZHEN YING AND ONG CHEW PING i am sorry i won give in to u all anymore 
not even once luh 
 
wat i wan was jus a simple care from my family in the end i don even get it 
for 10 year le luh not even once lucky i now met a friend of mine and he ish the only one who shower all his care and loves towards me and tat one ish my one and only didi tat CHEUNG KA CHAI and i will alway treat him as my one and only didi luh and my one and only de family....
 
i am sorry to said tat but i still have to said i don have any relationship from the ONG family anymore and i will be surviving beri well for myself...
 
haiz why everytime i sad or wat i jus have to face to myself to settle my ownself i am really FAN arhz everything i have to face to myself luh haiz i am really tired le really really tired le i donnoe whether i can REN for the rest of my life mah luh haiz 
 
 
pls can anyone come help me i really donnoe wat to do luh really really donnoe wat to do le pls...