today go TPY mit SuEr damn happy luh cause we go print photo hahas after tat go eat den in the nite time li ping came to KB den i was lyk so happy luh but when i go mit her she was lyk donnoe me lyk tat luh den i keep making her laugh den she jus at there ignore me haiz suan le bah i can sense tat our relationship was getting more and more far le luh i tink tis relationship cant be last long de haiz if really cant be wit her de hua i tink i not going to have anymore GF at all le bah i will be staying single forever luh haiz and i promise myself if i cant get her back i will be my last time back le play boy all the way till the day i die and i will earn as much money and to be a high rank ppl in the office so tat i can alway go play gal arbo jiu go buy a house and tat will be my own house le haiz
The second thing ish tat today i told SuEr abt the ah wen thing den he totally face change sia haiz i ask him not to tink too much and he promise me not to tink too much and yet he all the way keep EMO luh haiz tink i won be telling him anything abt AH WEN thing le bah even if i noe anything abt ah wen luh and he today mit till ah wen le den go where also nv tell me and i was lyk alone sitting down there plying wit my own cigratt box luh haiz but nvm i rather be a invisible ppl staying at his back looking his happiness luh cause i alway see him wit ah wen lyk beri happy. i also donnoe why i will also feel happy alway walk their behide i was lyk so happy luh cause finally see him ply wit ah wen le hahas and i tink no matter wat i be standing at his back even if eating i also will not be at the same table wit him le hahas
really happy to see tjem so close together hahas i don mind being alone or left out behind cause i alway look at ka chai and ah wen i was lyk hahahahas luh...
and no matter wat happen i tink i be counting on my ownself le cause i am not so close wit my family le luh but nvm
...INDEPENDENT WAN SUAI...
