.i feel so stupid!!!
...Thursday, September 25, 2008

haiz i feel i am so stupid luh i noe tat he bluff me but i rather trust him haiz i ask him wat happen to him he don wan tell me den jus keep to his own haiz last time he got thing he sure will tell me but now not the same le he got stead le he totally change alot got XIN SI don wan tell me den got stead le den ps me haiz but nvm lah at least i get to see him can liao le luh no matter how he treat me he alway will be my one and only de didi luh.haiz i jus hope tat one day he can tink back den start telling me his XIN SI(PROBLEM) again luh but i tink won liao le bah he now so fan abt ah wen le den still wan fan abt me so i don wan luh i rather wait he come tell me everything instead of asking him luh cause i don wan to let him feel tat i am irratating luh so i tink i will wait for him to tell me one day and we will be like last time lyk tat so good so close luh haiz really donnoe wat to said luh tis few day tink back how he treat me i jus donnoe wat to do luh haiz i now really feel like resting in a peace place and jus to SHOUT OUT LOUD luh tat no one will noe where i am haiz how i wish i have SI YI ZHEN or NAO ZHEN DANG sia cause i can forget all the past and live myself haiz....
when u will start telling me the truth again but nvm i choose to believe u but u don make me si wan leh...haiz
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