haiz i really donnoe wat to said or wat luh haiz cause i jus starting to feel tat he will be leaving me beri soon le luh haiz but nvm bahi rather leave him first luh den he leave me...
and he recently jus have a stead nia his stead name call ah wen and ok lah i am beri happy tat he can forget the past and start a new relationship wit ah wen and actually i don wanna to let him have any stead till he reach 18 year old luh and he promise me too but i see him lyk no stead will die lyk tat and he also got keep saying tat if now got a stead sure beri good de luh and he keep on saying and say.and i ji tao said nvm bah let break our promise luh if u wan have stead u go ahead bah as belinda said de also correct i should not control him too much cause other will tink i beri wat luh so i let him have his freedom back luh now he wan do wat tink wat i also don wanna care so much le.
Now i see him so happy i also feel happy for him luh at least he found a stead tat he love bah hmm anyway i tink he should be spending more time wit her den me bah so i tink i will go find my own program le hahas i must be happy whenever i sad.and i cannot let anyone noe tat i am sad because of tis as belinda said tat leave him also rite cause he can have more time wit ah wen if i keep bugging them they will tink tat i am a extra luh even if they don tink other will also lyk tat tink de
And he alway ask me accom him go find ah wen actually i am willing de luh but why i don wan ish because tat day morning i go mit them den someone said tat the other table where ish ka chai sit de ish couple table ask me don be extra go there sit so i go other place sit luh. see lah only the first day they stead nia got ppl said i extra le so i might well don keep on slack wit them more better wat actually wat i said ish the fact luh only suer donnoe only wat den he keep on tink tat ish because he have stead den i don wan to be wit him haiz actually i wan to tell him de but everytime tell him he sure will show attitude to me de luh so i bo bian i jus have to write here haiz who can understand how i feel i don tink there anyone noe how i feel luh. everytime see him and ah wen so close i really envy luh cause they both love each other can be together but i jus cant...haiz
he donnoe how i feel de luh if he was in my shoe he sure will also tink tis way de luh i jus hope one day he can understand luh tat all...haiz
...SuEr last long wit ah wen bah...
...LoVe U dE FuEr...
